pictureofhappiness

Hay, how is everyone? Thanks for checking on me. I went on my trip to Denver, which is about the time we both stopped blogging. I didn’t get to say yet how awsome it feels to have my things back. It’s not just the material as the accomplishment of actually doing it. You see my mother (bless her heart) put all our stuff as young children in a storage and we lost it. Years later, I shared a storage with my mother and wasn’t allowed to get my things until she got hers!!! We lost it. A couple of years later I again had a small storage, and lost it! this was all local. So when I had to decide I was moving back to California, which required me to put things in a storage, there is a level of fear. But, this I was doing it as an adult and I swore ” AS GOD AS MY WHITNESS , I WILL RETURN FOR MY THINGS”( like scarlet”as god as my witness i shall never go hungry again!”) anyway…..    I never thought it would take so long and it did take while. I’m sure people(family) probably thought, I would loose just like my mother!!!!

Although, there are things I can wish my mother was more responsible about, this is not meant to be an attack on her. I know more then anyone her heart is probably broken. I just mention her in this way as too a early cycle I found myself in, and was hoping too find myself doing something differnt this time. Like actually being responsible and returning for belongings.

I don’t want to come across like I have an unhealthy view of possessions like they mean everything. If anything it has taught me the opposite.

 My only regrets are the pictures and mementos like that.

This as tought something about not being to materialistic or collecting to much. I believe it is ok to have pictures and what nots like that of children family etc… But, don’t have to many possessions you couldn’t part with.

I hope that was enough that you can see why this was not  a trip to just get stuff.

Thanks too everyone who was picking on me for not blogging!!!